the missing link~

Yes, I know, been way too long since my last post. I want you all to know that I’m alive and well. Not so happy, but alive. There’s a bunch of stuff bothering me right now and well, I know it does me no good to keep those feelings bottled but then again, that’s what I do.

I don’t know how to put this but I’ve come to think that, it’s not even worth it voicing these feelings because these feelings will lead me nowhere. It’s not up to me anymore but her to realize how messed up she is, and how is she messing ME up with her stuff.

I don’t think she’ll see this through anytime soon, but I’m not gonna wait forever for her to get her shit straight. The only thing that gives me some kind of peace right now is the fact that I’ve tried all I could think of and that I was good enough (to her) so in this case there are no regrets. Which makes me happy.

In other news! I’m getting old (or really young, as someone just said on MSN), took two naps this weekend, and I watched a movie I kept evading somehow. Maybe you guys don’t know but I’m a HUGE fan of Bill Murray (Dr. Peter Venkman anyone? Ghostbusters 3 is coming soon, 2010, yay!) so I downloaded one of this latest movies: Broken Flowers (“City of Ember” does not count, really) and well, it’s an odd movie. The premise might seem vague and even bleak. But don’t let the empty/shallow feeling drive you away from this movie: it’s great. It’s a journey, a journey everyone must embark. A journey through relationships. Let’s just say there are stages and this movie covers them all. Watch for all the little cues.

Now, that being said there’s something that totally got me form this movie, sides the story, and it was the soundtrack.

This has to be one of the greatest songs ever, so without further ado everybody, enjoy:

farewell~